A thought she said.

I received an email from someone I so adore.
And she made me tear up, in a good way.

I was searching for this bit... until I remembered you having it up on your blogger profile.

A daughter to the greatest parents.A sibling to 2 other bestest sisters.And of cos, the fiancee to an awesome man.Her life ain’t perfect but she believes that with faith, she’ll get by.She is beautifully broken by all her life experiences but never once have she given up.She is rough around the edges but never fail to hide it.She is like walking jigsaw puzzle, with a missing piece.And thats is what her life is about, finding that one perfect fit.Slowly yet surely.This is her. This is her life.

I thought that this could serve you as a reminder of sorts... or something like a reinforcement.

You'll get by.

Lots of love,

XXX

I have a couple of close friends but there is only one person thruout all my ups and downs with the fiance that truly stayed.
An unexpected friendship she said, I agree.

My confidant, my bimbo, my counselor and my cina-lay.
Someone I know I can turn to no matter what it may be about, I know she have her own set of life problems in her hands - which pales in comparison to what I'm whining to her about, but she never fail to make time for her friends.

Its weird that we have never gotten the chance to sit down and really talk, instead we spend our time "talking" online and honestly that is really enough cos it feels we have known each other for a lifetime.
Unexpected indeed right babe?

So here's a big thank you for being there for me.
I don't think I'll be able to pull thru whatever that happened had it not been for your words and for "slapping" some sense into what seems to be a rather huge emotional turmoil - something I have never went thru before.

I hope I can do the same should one day you need someone as much I did.
You know you're loved.

Omg, you are SO invited to my wedding.
LOL.

How can I not forget my "role model".
Thank you.
"Dugaan" indeed babe, dugaan.

And of cos, that sister from another family.
"but no matter what, chin up girl. Things will get better. Insya allah as you always say - slowly but surely"

Weird seeing someone reminding you what you have always believed in.
But sometimes we needed that, and thank you.
I'm just glad things turn around and I must admit it'll take alot for me to stop apologizing and worrying about stepping on each other's toes.
But we'll pass that.
=p

I am blessed to have parents who stood by me eventhough I'm like the black sheep of the family, my 2 sisters I know I can turn to; including the fsil whom I have slowly forge a bond, a girlfriend who still make small time to give me advises on my relationship when I needed it eventhough her marriage is on the way and her mind is in a klutz, a confidant who unexpectedly offer such true blue friendship because of our similar life experiences and I adore her very very much as well and how can I not mention the one man in my life whom I love with all my heart.

I am indeed blessed despite the many letdowns cos I have this small group of people I so love and I know they'll be there for me one way or another like how I'll be there for them.

Thank you god for these people you've placed into my life.
I'll call them my blessings.
Thank you.

=))

my luv, what doesn't kill us will only make us stronger they say.
I'm sure that is true.
We'll pull this thru.
Till the very end.